A Star Overnight

U know one of my naughty lil dreams

is to appear in a magazine

at least once in my lifetime??

hehe....

But i know this dream can never come true,

its pretty obvious rite?

I dun have Angelina jolie lips

nor do i have jessica alba's body....

However with today's technology,

even impossible dream like dis can actually come true...

=p

Now u can see me at famous boutiques

In the mall
While u are drivingAnd even on the TV co-starring the late P.Ramlee!!!

oh, and the COOLEST thing is even Paris Hilton loves me

HEhehHEHEHehhehehe
I know it's lame...
=p
Autograph anyone??

Love is a CHOICE

SOmeone once told me dat

Love is a CHOICE

NOT so much of a FEELING....

Honestly,

this is something very new to me...

I always tot dat Loving someone is about how we feel bout dat person

I mean how can we actually choose to like someone...

It cant be like " Hey there, i choose to like you from now onwards"

There has to be some sort of a feeling/ attraction to want to like someone...

But then, i've actually learnt dat if its merely bout wat we feel

then do we stop loving someone when he/she annoys us with his/her bad habits?

Do we stop loving someone when he/she makes us angry?

Do we stop loving him/her when they're nt there when we need them most?

Do we stop loving them when they dun call?

Do we stop loving......?

If Love is all about Feelings,

how do u tink Jesus felt when He was betrayed, condemned, denied and tortured?

Still He CHOSE to die on the cross for us sinners

This is all because He CHOSE to love us...

If it was bout how He felt,

He wud have called upon the Father to save Him from man..

But He did not...

because He CHOSE to love us...

Well, i tink its de feelings that starts de whole thing

But..

I believe that in a long run

it IS a CHOICE to continue loving someone...

It is a commitment we choose to make

It cant be just the feelings...

If that is the case, we just have to endure the pain dat comes along with it...

Rite?

Till death do us part?

LOL

=]

Pangkor Island

Hey again,

I know it has been a very loooong time since i last updated my blog...

I was having tests....n therefore din hav de time....

anyways, before September comes to an end,

lemme update u guys bout one of the HIGHLIGHTs dis month in my life

=)

Bout 3 weeks ago,

I actually visited Pangkor Island again since i-cant-remember number of years..

This trip unlike the other trips i went for..

ain't bout food but just to chill n have fun...

Undoubtedly, I had a whole load of fun!! =]

Day 1

On our way to Setiawan

2 cars stopped by de side of the road to take some pics

( SS i know...hehe)
At Setiawan for lunch b4 heading to Pangkor,
Cia Gong Pia (Its a local pastry)
Yum yum

Cycling - Our first activity in Pangkor

And so we set off to round de island!! woo-hoo..

Beautiful Pangkor
Rounding the whole island was de original plan

De guys braved thru de rain, cycled/walked uphill downhill n successfully completed de island

As for de gals(hehe), some did half n some did quarter... =p

The beachboys
Calling for rescue



After some fun time at the beach,
we proceeded to the hotel pool for 2nd round of splashing n drowning ppl...
Then Seafood at a reasonable cheap price for dinner...
Last but not least games at the apartment b4 we called it a day..
=]

Day 2

We went snorkelling in de morning at the Coral Beach...
Din bring the camera..so no pics for memory =[
After dat, we washed up n journeyed back to the mainland for lunch at Setiawan


Not to be missed, some Phototaking Session b4 we left de island =]
Goodbye Pangkor

The Waiting Room

At every point of our life,

we are constantly waiting for something

be it career, education, an event or even someone...

I was asked what are some of the things i've been waiting for

n how long have i been waiting for it...

My answer was

The salvation of my family - 8 years

Graduation - 2 years

Life partner - 22 years??LOL

And the little things such as sleeping time - 24/7

etc...haha

So what does waiting actually mean to u?

I looked up the dictionary and here are some definitions i found

-To remain or stay in expectation of-

I am a very impatient person...
I always expect things to happen fast according to my expectations...
I just dun like waiting whether izit for de arrival of some ppl
(which explains y i'm always late..hehe...=p)
or especially when i get stuck in a massive jam...
argghhhh...it makes me vomit blood getting stuck in a traffic jam...

But for the bigger things in life,
i'm proud to say dat i've been quite successful in waiting...
Generally, i tink nobody likes to wait...
Waiting isn't an easy process even for me
especially when we really hope for sth to happen...
We pray daily n for a long time...
Yet we dun see any obvious signs or results from God...
Then there are times where we begin to feel that its impossible
and decide to quit waiting...
enter the panic room n desperation sets in...
We start making our own decisions n do things our way...
We dun mind settling for the second best...
simply bcos we do not wanna wait any longer...

It is normal for us to feel this way n expect things to happen our way i guess...

Dun dwell in in it ofcoz.... EMO!!!

-To remain or be in readiness-

However, we can never expect things to happen the way we all want it...

What we hope for may not be wat God wants for us...

There is a purpose for the wait...

Y wud God want us to go thru the waiting process rather than fulfilling His promises right away?

Y wud He want to waste His n our precious time rite?

Waiting cant be just about the wait

God builds us through the wait

so dat we wud be able to fully enjoy the fruits of His promises when its fulfilled someday..

God never say dat it'll be easy in the waiting room...

It takes us Faith for God to fulfill His promises

So if there's no way we can shortcircuit the wait,

y not we cherish dis period n equip ourselve to be ready for God's marvellous plan?

Pray that we'll be able to accept God's plan for us with pure joy watever it may be...

For all glory goes to Him...

-To remain temporarily neglected, unattended to, or postponed-

If this definition is wat waiting means to u,

then lemme share a bible verse with u

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

and lean not on your on understanding;

in all your ways acknowledge him,

and he will make your paths straight.

Proverbs 3:5,6

As for me, I'm going to wait patiently upon the Lord...

And be ready for His Great Plans for me..

Hehe... =p

95% Emotions 5% Spirituality

Someone recently told me dat when we fall in love,

no matter how 'holy' we are,

it's 95% emotions

while only 5% of spirituality (God) is involved.....

seriously, i've always reminded myself not to let emotions take over me...

But still each time, i fall again n again in dat 95%

then i start to get emo when things don't go the way i expect....

Trust me emotions can blind us from the Truth...

i've been half-blind....

Until Ps Lindy drew us dis illustration during cell last nite

Imagine a pyramid

U and ur potential partner on each side of the pyramid

while God is at the peak

She shared that we shud be looking towards God and not to each other

And as we move closer to Him, he'll bring both of u closer to each other...

Dis illustration really struck me....

I realized I've been relying on my own strength so much...

Dat I almost forgot dat God shud be the focus of all our relationships...

Surrender to Him and allow His will to be done....

After all, He is Our Father.....

He only wans the BEST for us....

especially when

Relationship is the second most Important Decision after our Salvation

Who we're going to marry is going to affect de rest of our life...

Serious matter ey...haha

Dun play play....

Therefore, even now

we shud pray so dat God will prepare us spiritually

and mentally to keep the main thing the Main thing

and never be swept away by emotions

when we fall in love someday...

=p