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Macau

2010-07-13T23:52:00.011+08:00

TurboJet from Sheung Wan to Macau

The Grand Lisboa amongst the other casinos

St Augustine's Church

St Paul's Ruins

Portuguese tarts...Nom nom...

Portuguese cuisine

Nightview of Macau

The Venetian

Family @ Cameron Highlands

2010-06-09T01:59:00.013+08:00

15th-17th May

Planning our route around Camerons

Strawberry Icecream at Raju's

Morning market, BrinchangBoh Tea Plantation

Hot chocolate, tea & scones =)

Rest & relax at our apartment

Blue valley

They made my daddy look so tiny. Haha!

The Smokehouse

I made him take this. Muahahahaha

What other better ways to end the trip

if not for a beautifully captured group photo =)

He lied

2010-05-14T00:56:00.007+08:00

He went to the florist on the afternoon of my birthday

and left me feeling lonely at home =(

According to him,

dat was the only time he had to prepare everything...

Ok forgiven!!

I know I used to say that

B can never be romantic...

But he proved me wrong this time.

I truly appreciate the fact that

he always try to make things better

for me

and

for US, most importantly =)

Note : You must be wondering how did I get all these pictures when it was all done in secret. Thanks to Randy who followed him and captured all these sweet moments. =)

My 24th Birthday

2010-05-05T01:51:00.008+08:00

For the whole month of April,

I did B a favor by reminding him that my bday was coming...

I highlighted 3rd May in his organizer.

I even brought up May-related topics once in awhile.

It doesn't exactly look like a favor huh?

I'm telling you it is cos he forgot my bday last year

and worst, he DID NOT do anything to celebrate my bday =(

Imagine how disappointed i was last year...

Therefore, in order to save his ass dis year,

I thought i shud do him dis lil favor =P

Then......

About one week before my bday,

he told me he had work in the morning

and could only accompany me in the evening...

I was rather disappointed

but i thought we shud make full use of the evening then...

I suggested to go Luna Bar after dinner!

Just the night before my bday,

He told me he had last minute work

and had to leave at 10pm after dinner...

I was seriously devastated

The whole nite ,

I was trying very hard to enjoy the dinner

eventhough I just couldn't contain my disappointment...

deep inside I was very hurt

cos I felt that circumstances robbed our time away slowly...

From one whole day to one evening to a 2 hour dinner....

At Opus Bistro, Bangsar

I could really see that B was trying his best to light up the situation....

He said he booked the entire row so dat we could have some exclusivity..

HOWEVER,

just as our food arrived,

an old couple came and sat right NEXT to our table...

How exclusive hor, B? =P

oooooohhhh, the cod fish....
Crispy on the skin and soft in the inside...
nom nom...

Since we still have a lil more time before 10pm,
we decided to go for ice-cream =)

After which,

B sent me home....

In my mind,

I was ready to say goodbye to yet another ordinary birthday...

After a short chat with my housemates,

I went into my room.

I opened the door, switched on the lights

and saw all these....

For a short moment,

i thought my housemates did all these...

On that very second,

a big group of ppl came into the house singing Happy Birthday~~

with B holding the birthday cake....

I was so touched and surprised

dat my tears started streaming down my cheeks....

B didn't have work in de afternoon nor after dinner...

What was he really doing during then will be shared in the next post =)

Fun time with my lil buddies

2010-03-25T00:54:00.003+08:00

It is a tradition that seniors who are a bout to graduate

will give their younger buddies a lil treat...

And so, in 2 months i'll completing my 4 years pharmacy degree in UM

It has indeed been a long journey to get here....

My lil buddies (dats wat we call them)

To Eunice - You have indeed made a difference to my uni life =)

To Laihui - I'm glad ur my buddy...and a friend to me

To Changyi - I won't eat you..Have more confidence in everything u do =)

Love you guys

Will certainly miss you all

Oh we had company...

With Meng Hong's buddy line

After dinner,

we decided to have a bowling competition between the 2 lines

The loser wud have to treat the winning team McD icecream

And the game begins.....

Looking at our faces below....

i guess you wud know which team won =)

So proud of my lil buddies....

All the 'drain cleaning'

and many cheering/screaming and laughters...

We truly deserved our reward

nom nom....

It was an honour to be able to have my buddy gathering with menghong's line...

He's truly one of the kindest soul i've met...

Last group photo =)
I am going to miss my uni life =(

January : Birthdays =)

2010-02-18T02:31:00.004+08:00

I know dis post comes a lil too late...

But i really wanna remember these 2 very special occasions -

My beloved Daddy & Mummy's birthdays

On the 2 separate occasions,

they came down to KL so dat all of us can celebrate together...

Daddy Cutie's Birthday

At Fullhouse, Sunway Pyramid

The food sucks and very expensive!!!

Dun go...not worth ur time n $$$

Mummy Dearest's Birthday

At Pasta Zanmai, Sunway Pyramid

Two red helium balloons for the birthday gal

Shaun wanted B to hold his hand =)

Have you ever Loved?

2010-02-06T15:55:00.008+08:00

Few days ago,
I posted on my facebook status
asking how does one measure their love towards another?
Is it even measurable? Or is it something abstract beyond description?
Is it the extend of happiness and benefits u gain from the relationship?
Or is it the extend of your willingness to give to the relationship?

How can we know we have loved?
I've been thinking a lot bout it...

What is LOVE?

A friend then reminded me of 1 Corinthians 13:4-7.
These verses explained what Love is.
In terms of measuring Love,
perhaps those verses can be our checklist
to see if we have actually loved someone

Love is patient
Love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.

Love never fails.

Now, will u say that u have loved?

Yes? Think again....

Personally,
I have not achieved all as stated in the 'checklist' above.

So have i really loved?
I guess I have lied to B. Ooooppsss....
Not yet but I do really hope I will one fine day. =)

Dun get me wrong. I do like B very much.

To Love aint easy but it aint impossible.

And that makes "I love you'' so precious.

myAstro Music Awards 2009

2010-02-02T21:28:00.007+08:00

B and Royce preparing their script before the show

while I studied for my upcoming test...

Pathetic right? I knowwww.....

The stage was beautiful....The crowd...These are some of the artists that were present...

I'm kinda noob in the chinese music industry...

So correct me if i name them wrongly ya... =P

Eason Chan with the 4 hosts - WaiFun, Jack Lim, Royce & B Zhang Zchen

Lala who sang beautifully dat nite.....

Suki, the first One in A Million winner

Then dis artist who looks like a guy but sings like a girl...

Dunno wats her name but she has many fans...

Her singing was powerful though!!

Kay Tse

The talented Khalil Fong

Ok I dunno dis group as well...hehe

B showing off sum dance moves I couldn't figure out...

Errmmmm...Ballet mayb?? =P

Dats B again dancing Jolin Tsai....H.A.W.T!!!!

LOL

Woohoo's Movie Premier

2010-01-21T20:07:00.004+08:00

Didn't know movie premier has extra large movie pass

Woohoo's book signing session at Borders bookstore

Woohoo was a great success

with cinemas all sold out in the first week after release!!

Who said local production cannot make it??!!

So proud of B for believing in what seemed impossible =)

Bowling =)

2010-01-12T10:10:00.005+08:00

Last week,

we decided to do something different from our normal outing...

We went bowling!!!

Woohoo!!

The last time i played,

i only knocked down 7 pins

for the entire game !! (10 rounds!)

This time somehow i was leading at the beginning....=)

So i cleverly went and challenge B...

We agreed that

if i win, he has to bring me to a water theme park

and

if he wins, i've to buy us tickets to Ju-on

Nooooooo!!!!

Towards the last round,

I was losing dee...

So i came up with stupid ideas to distract him from winning....

After all my sweat and hardwork,

guess who won??

Not difficult to guess actually.... =(

huhuhuhuhuhuh.... =((((((

B forced me to take picture with Ju-on's poster summore!!!
Nnoooooooooooo!!!!!

Woohoo !!!

2010-01-08T14:42:00.003+08:00

This CNY movie will be screening in the cinemas nationwide on Jan 14th

which is NEXT THURS!!!!

It is a first ever locally produced CNY movie...

Dun Miss it!!!

Support Malaysian production ya!!!

Here's the movie trailer :

Another reason why u shud watch this movie,

B is one of the main casts =)

He is Bobby in the movie...hehe

Oh, there's also another character...

Meet Bobby's sister, Bobbylin...

LOL

Too bad she didn't pass the audition for the character=(

Bring it on 2010 !!!

2010-01-08T00:23:00.004+08:00

My resolution for this year?

To stay focused

Grow in Faith & Wisdom

Be Secure in Him and Him alone.

I realized i'm turning 24 this new year....

I'm beginning to feel old (for real this time...sigh)

Dat means its time to get serious and no playing a fool...

Yeah!!

Time to grow up!!

Counting the blessings from 2009

2009-12-31T21:25:00.009+08:00

Its time again to say goodbye to yet another year...

I tried to recall what actually happened in the past one year..

Honestly, it was a difficult task...

There were simply too many things...

So many that time flew by just like that...

There were many ups and downs throughout the past one year...

But i'm choosing to be thankful for all the blessings...

Firstly,

i'm blessed that i've survived through my 4 long years in Pharmacy course

It wasn't easy but i'm just glad it went by so quickly...

In about 4 more months, it will be the end of my 18 years of school

and then i'm graduating!!! Yays!!!

Secondly,

I'm really blessed to be serving in GLowUnited....

I told God that this year, I wanted to increase my capacity for others...

And He prepared the opportunity for me to become a leader in the cell group...

How amazing is He!!!

Moreover, its not just any cell group but in GlowUnited

where we have the most passionate people for God...

Thirdly,

I've always been blessed with very amazing parents...

Thank God for mum who is always there for us...

Thank God for Dad who never fail to protect and provide for us...

Thank God for showing me His love through these fantastic people in my life...

Thank God for my sis too...
Oh did u know she accepted Christ this year around Aug-Sept???
Yeah!!!
Been praying for her since 10years ago...
God never fail!!

Last but not least,
Thank God for B....
B has been an encouragement to me in many ways...
Through B, God really showed me how to love another person...
Though I'm still learning,
it has been a wonderful journey so far....
Looking forward to next year!!!

A Woman's Question

2009-12-22T02:43:00.005+08:00

By Lena Lathrop

Do you know you have asked for the costliest thing

Ever made by the Hand above?

A woman's heart, and a woman's life

And a woman's wonderful love.

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing

As a child might ask for a toy?

Demanding what others have died to win,

With the reckless dash of a boy.

You have written my lesson of duty out,

Manlike, you have questioned me.

Now stand at the bars of my woman's soul

Until I shall question thee.

You require your mutton shall always be hot,

Your socks and you shirt be whole;

I require your heart be true as God's stars

And as pure as His heaven your soul.

You require a cook for your mutton and beef,

I require a far greater thing;

A seamstress you're wanting for socks and shirts---

I look for a man and a king.

A king for the beautiful realm called Home,

And a man that his Maker, God,

Shall look upon as He did on the first

And say: "It is very good."

I am fair and young, but the rose may fade

From this soft young cheek one day;

Will you love me then 'mid the falling leaves,

As you did 'mong the blossoms of May?

Is your heart an ocean so strong and true,

I may launch my all on its tide?

A loving woman finds heaven or hell

On the day she is made a bride.

I require all things that are grand and true,

All things that a man should be;

If you give this all, I would stake my life

To be all you demand of me.

If you cannot be this, a laundress and cook

You can hire and little to pay;

But a woman's heart and a woman's life

Are not to be won that way.

To the girls,

Keep your standards high simply because you deserve it. As you consider the possibility of marriage, don't lower your standards for a moment; any guy who asks you to do so isn't worth your time.

To the guys,

My hope is that you will truly grasp the costliness, the pricelessness, of a woman's love. It is no small thing, no game, to invite a girl to accompany us through life. When your hearts are oceans "strong and true", only you stand at the bars of a woman's soul and ask to gain entrance.

Adapted from I Kissed Dating Goodby by Joshua Harris.

1st Year Anniversary @ Camerons

2009-12-16T00:25:00.015+08:00

To celebrate our first anniversary,

we thought what better ways other than

a peaceful place to reflect on our journey thus far...

Had strawberries topped with strawberry-flavored whipped cream

And pancakes with chocolate and more strawberries...

It tasted so goooood on a rainy evening....=) After a yummilicious dinner, we had durians...hehe

Then to Starbucks for a drink and also to work on our lil project..

Day 2

What a sight at the tea plantation...

So calm and peaceful....

How beautiful is God's creation!!

Hot Choc & Strawberry Tart

Baby Leanne is here y'all !!!

2009-12-09T03:59:00.005+08:00

She's finally here after 9 long months =)

What a joy she brought to so many of us!!
Look at how long she is...hehe

Dats B with Leanne...

Taiping Lake Gardens

2009-11-30T13:12:00.004+08:00

I'm now in my 4th Year of uni....

From Year 1, we wud plan to on a trip together....

Sadly, the plans fail each time until Now...

We decided to go on a roadtrip to Taiping!!!

And our first stop was the Taiping Lake....Well, there's nothing much we could do at a lake...
All we did was Snap SNAP!!

Just doing that, we had so much fun... =)

When we ran out of creative poses,

Pheng came out with even More unique ideas as u can see below...

That's all for Taiping Lake!

Will upload more pix on our next stop in Taiping soon!!

How to Make A Sucky Cheesecake

2009-11-05T00:10:00.009+08:00

1. You need a roll of oreo biscuits and marie biscuits

2. You need half a block of butter
3. You need 2 blocks of Philadelphia Cream Cheese

4. Now that you have all of the above,

start with crushing the Marie biscuits as fine as possible

(I used the Chili sauce bottle...you can try using your fist if u like)

5. Mix the crushed biscuits with the butter

6. This is how its supposed to look like after mixing

7. Next, compress the mixture with ALL your strength and ALL your might

8. Pour the cream cheese into a bowl (or a rice pot)

9. Remove the cream layer from the oreo cookies

10. Blend well the oreo cream and crushed oreo biscuit with the cream cheese

11. Pour the cream cheese on top of the compressed biscuit layer

12. Leave the cake in the fridge

Wonder how did mine go??

TA-DAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Looks good ey?
(The bday boy was forced to take pic with my masterpiece)
Lesson No 1 - Looks can be Deceiving!!!
Lesson 2 - DO NOT follow my recipe!!!

My cheesecake turned out too salty =(

Can anyone tell me wats missing???

Shrek, Denzel Washington & Beyonce

2009-10-28T22:16:00.003+08:00

Shrek, Denzel Washington, and Beyonce' were all having lunch together one day. Shrek said, "I have always thought that I'm the strongest man in the World, but how can I be sure". Denzel Washington said, "I'm pretty sure I'm the hottest man alive but I've never had it confirmed." Beyonce' agreed. "I'm told I'm the sexiest of them all, but sometimes I wonder."

They all decided that the best way to find out if their beliefs were true was to approach the wicked Queen's mirror to confirm for them whether Shrek was the strongest, Denzel Washington was the hottest, and Beyonce' was the sexiest. They agreed to meet again the next day for lunch to discuss their findings.

Well the next day Shrek walked up with a smile. "It's true. The mirror told me that I am the strongest man in the world."

Denzel chimed in while boasting, "It's true; I am the hottest man alive."

Beyonce walked in, with tears in her eyes, and asked,
"Who the HELL is CHUAH JO LIN?!"

The next Lara Croft

2009-09-23T16:17:00.006+08:00

Hold on to your Dreams....

Even when someone is making noise behind....

Aim far and straight

Never lose sight of your destiny...

Even when 99% of the time you dun hit the target...

Because all that matters

is the 1% where you achieve your goal in the end...

(Look at C on the scoreboard...hehe...=P)

YEAH!!!

GOOOOO Malaysia!!!!

2009-08-07T14:52:00.007+08:00

B is one die-hard Manchester United fan since dunno how many donkey years ago

So when ManU decided to have a friendly with the Malaysian team,

B surely wud not miss it for anything...

I, on the other hand, am not a fan to any specific football clubs...

I dun mind watching but i wun die if i dun la...

Since the whole malaysia will be there to support ManU,

I just had to play my role as a citizen to give my fullest support

to the malaysian team

even if i'm goin to be de only one screaming for Malaysia...

And so I went.

On July 18,

we took the lrt to Bukit Jalil so to avoid the massive jam at the stadium.

You can never imagine the ManU spirit from de lrt stations all the way to the stadium.

It was madness!!!

Everyone dressed in red

packing the lrt like sardine...

I wore red cos i had to pretend like one of those manU fans...

Or i mite be trampled over by them...

Madness all the way to the stadium..seriously!!

Everyone stood up and cheered when the ManU team entered the field

ManU scored the first goal....

Not very long after,

the Malaysian team scored their first goal..

I jumped n screamed like a monkey...

Guess wat?

B stood up n cheered as well =)

Not only that,

the WHOLE stadium cheered like crazeee.....

even louder than when ManU scored..as though MJ just came back alive.

It was so breath-taking to see the true malaysian spirit in unity

It was 2-2 draw all the way until the 85th minute

when Owen scored the 3rd goal for ManU...

Though Malaysia din win (as expected),

i think Malaysia did a fantastic job

both on the field as well as supporting.

Bravo Malaysia!!!

‘Malaysia United’ in football thriller
The Star Online

KUALA LUMPUR: They may be die-hard Manchester United fans but they are Malaysians at heart.
The Red Devils may have won 3-2 yesterday but it was the plucky Harimau Muda team which captured the hearts at the National Stadium in Bukit Jalil.
Awash with a sea of red, the stadium was filled with Manchester United fans, yet the biggest cheers were reserved for the courageous Malaysians who took the fight to their more illustrious opponents.

Singapore with B

2009-07-16T23:38:00.017+08:00

After checking in at the King Edward VII Hall at NUS,

our first stop was the Singapore Night Safari...

It was a worthwhile trip as we only paid RM22

instead of S$22 when we showed them our malaysian passport..

i din manage to capture any pictures of the nocturnal wildlife

cos flashlights might provoke them...

However i did manage to take pictures with..

The Great Panda!!!

(Yap's distant relative all the way from China)

Later that night,

we took cab which cost us a bomb to Geylang-

Not for prostitutes ofcoz!!

For the famous beef noodle B was dying to eat..

and taufufa n sum crispy pastry as seen below..

Yum yum!!

The second day was Shopping Day!!

We walked n walked under the hot sun.

Things weren't very much cheaper though it was the Great Singapore Sales

A bit disappointing.....

Yes, we did visit the half mermaid half lion..

The Merlion!

Then we walked quite a distance to Clarke Quay

for my super belated birthday dinner..

Ohh u just got to try dis dessert at The Coffee Connoisseur!!

My saliva drooling dee....

On the last day,

we hopped over to the Sentosa Island...

I was sweating like the Niagara Falls...friggin HOT!!!

Dua budak menaiki The Luge.. =P

Certainly a trip to remember despite the overly HOT weather

Some say love is painful...

2009-07-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

Some say the more you care for someone,
the more prone you are to getting hurt.....
I say its very true.

Words.
We commonly hear this phrase
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but Words will never hurt me
Is that really true? Or izit merely to comfort ourselves?
For me, words can cause more pain than anything else
especially when they come from our loved ones...

The Bible says in Proverbs 12:18 NIV
"Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing."
Many times, we say things we might regret when we're not careful...
We blurt out hurtful words simply to vent out our anger...
We become ignorant of our words when we indulge in our own emotions..
However, we fail to realize amidst all that how much our words hurt the other party...

Yes i believe everyone has the right to express their anger or dissatisfaction
Well what is more important is
CHOOSING the RIGHT WORDS
Having the INTENTION to SOLVE the issue
Will mean and hurtful words solve things?

Love can be painful...
bcos those words hurt even more when we care....
like a sword piercing and twisting thru ur heart...

Birthday vs Exams 1-0

2009-05-28T19:12:00.008+08:00

Just like during most of my schooling years,

this year my bday fell between my exams once again....

However, great people made my birthday more fantastic than i expected...

I celebrated my bday with the jaw-dropper Taiwanist singer

Its non other than Lee Hom *screams*

His love songs melted thousands of hearts including mine...Oh, look who's beside me!

The man who got me the free ticket....B =)
Mum & Dad came all the way to celebrate my bday...
Love them to bits!!

Appreciate Uncle Tan n Aunt Grace for coming too!!!

On the same day,
my housemates planned a surprise birthday dinner
(which din reallly turn out surprising successfully)
I am really grateful though for all who came even
when everyone else were busy studying for the upcoming papers...
Thanks a lot...i truly appreciate it.. =)
Mostly to the mastermind behind the 'surprise' dinner,
my roomie Miss Ganstugu...
You are the Best for making my bday so wonderful amidst the torturing exam period
sings *you're beautifull~~~*

Beautifully Imperfect

2009-04-15T23:28:00.007+08:00

I know this vid has been going around in facebook

But i thought i should share a good vid like this here

esp for those who hasn't watch this vid before...

Everytime i watch this vid, it makes me go teary without fail....

It reminds me to appreciate my loved ones every single moment

both beautiful and imperfect moments

as we may not know wat can happen next....

If today was to be the last day u have with them ,

ask yourselves

do u want to live the rest of your life in loving memories of them

or in regrets?

Do u wan to be able to testify about what you had with them

or rather what u could have?

Chapter 1 : A Jigsaw Puzzle

2009-04-11T13:52:00.005+08:00

A relationship is like a picture puzzle made up of many smaller pieces...

Each piece represents an area that builds the relationship..

One may represent what we like about each other...

The other may represent the expectations and values both hold on to..

Some represents those lovey dovey times

while some represents those times where you just wanna strangle each other...

Some represents smiles and laughter

while some represents tears and disappointments...

And etc....

When we go through those ugly pieces of the jigsaw puzzle,

everything just seems like we're heading towards a dead end...

At times, we may even question ourselves

'Why am i still holding on to this?'

But hey,

all these ugly pieces are the ones which are part of the beautiful final masterpiece....

The tough times we all go through in a relationship

will not be as ugly as it seems

when we learn to look at the bigger picture

dat is to honor and glorify God in every aspect of our relationship...

Joshua Harris said in his book Boy Meets Girl,

courtship is doing a relationship on purpose of finding out if God would have both marry...

If we do not have the intention of marriage in mind,

then don't grab at a relationship...

Patiently wait for the right time to start one

that can eventually lead to marriage...

Please dun get me wrong that every relationship must end up in marriage...

Courtship should be a journey from friendship to matrimony,

viewed as an opportunity both to revel in the joys of love

and to enjoy, honor and glorify the Creator of Love...

Also to allow our feelings to grow naturally out of

our deepening respect, friendship and commitment to one another...

Let us leave the ending of the story into His Hands, shall we?

Here in MY Home

2009-03-29T20:20:00.005+08:00

150 Malaysian artists of all races coming together to put this clip together

It touches my heart to see such unity among malaysian artists

What bout the Rakyat?

Is there really peace and harmony among the Rakyat?

Looking at the political scene now,

i'm kinda doubtful if they even existed before...

sigh

What are YOU going to do bout it?

Or are YOU going to do anything bout it??

How can we make Malaysia a more homely place for all?

9 Deadly Words Women Use

2009-03-20T10:46:00.004+08:00

Hey,
This is extracted from a forwarded email i recently got from my friend
To the women, have a good laugh!!
To the gentlemen out there, BEWARE!
LOL

Here are the 9 Deadly words Women use :

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the call before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare , not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks A LOT'- that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3

HAhaHAHhAhHaHaha

Hoping for a Light at the End of the Tunnel

2009-03-10T13:37:00.003+08:00

If i were to label these few weeks of my life,

I would say that it is one of the

Most Stressful Period of my entire life...

It has certainly stretched my mind capacity to the limit

or maybe over the limit...

Who can ever understand what i'm going through other than Him?

Piles and piles of stewpit assignments to be completed

Endless tests with too much information to stuff inside my little brain within a short time

Issues with housemates

Thoughts of dropping a subject in uni

With all these emotional stress dat i have to go thru,

Lil Bibi becomes a BIG girl today

2009-02-23T12:42:00.006+08:00

When we love someone,

especially our own sibling,

we would do anything to our biggest capacity to protect them from harm

be it physically or emotionally...

We give them our wise advice and hope that they'll follow them...

And when they ridicule us,

we would say that they're disrespectful...

I have my own taste of such experience

with my own lil sis....

I tried to protect her to the extent

where she felt that i'm controlling her...

or even being kaypo...

there were also times where she would tell me

that its none of my business...

Anyone who's a parent or even an elder sibling

wud know how much it hurts when your loved one tell u such a thing...

Today,

my lil Bibi turns 21...

She's an adult now (by law)

I realize that there has to be a time where we shud learn to let go...

And i blif the time is now...

I think

it's time that i move on from an over-protective sis

to a friend who'll always be there for her...

So Bibi,

You are a free person now...haha...

but be good ya!!

Happy 21st Birthday!!!

Love you always.

Not easy being a good person...

2009-02-18T16:06:00.004+08:00

As i started off 2009,

i was quite determined to increase my capacity for others

in as many ways as i am able to....

In the beginning,

I tried to say 'yes' to as many ppl who asked help from me...

I felt that if i was able to lend a hand in little ways,

soon people might see the difference in me...

It was easy at first...

But as time goes by,

I realize it is quite difficult to be a good person all the time...

In fact, it can be tiring too..

How on earth can Mother Theresa be so patient?

It is seemingly impossible in my current situation..

Especially when you know ppl are taking you for granted...

They hope to get everything they need from you

and then give nothing in return...

Not even a simple 'Thank You'...

As much as i want to help,

all i hope for in return is a simple note of appreciation

A simple 'Thank you' will do....

But that has not been the case...

Its quite discouraging

and its only the 2nd month of the year!!

I really do not want to fail my resolution...

So tell me, how am i supposed to respond to such situations?

sigh

You had me at Hello

2009-02-15T02:26:00.015+08:00

Warning : This post may contain words which may be too cheesy for some of you. Please read at your own risk. Not advisable for those with heart complications or respiratory distress.

To my Dearest,

Thank you for the effort you have put

into making our first Valentine the best it can be

The little poem you wrote really meant a lot to me...

(yes, the bracelet too...hehe..)

Never knew u can be romantic...hehe...=P

Thank you for bringing out the best in me...

For being patient with me when i get Emo..

For laughing even at my lame jokes...

For bringing my focus back to God whenever i'm confused...
For being there always whenever i need someone to fall back on...

For letting me know that you'll do whatever you can as we walk through this journey together..

Most of all,

Thank you for choosing God to be above everything else....

You are truly a blessing in my life...

Dear,

'You had me at Hello'

Kids these days...

2009-02-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

I was in my room surfing the net when i overheard my 4-year-old cousin, Shaun quarreling with my 80-year-old Grandpa. Grandpa wanted to watch Astro while Shaun wanted to play PS2. Everytime Grandpa tries to switch the television to astro, Shaun would shout " Caaannnnootttttt!!!!" at poor Grandpa. This went on for a few minutes.

Hearing the commotion, I went outside to give Shaun a lecture on how rude it is to shout at the elderly. Also, I was going to persuade him to let Grandpa watch his Hokkien show on Astro Channel 333.

Me : Shaun, can you let Ah Kong watch astro please?

Shaun : Cannot!

Me : Why not?

Shaun : Ah Kong watch too much tv dee!!

(haha...so keewwttt)

Even when Shaun leaves the tv to watch my other cousin playing computer games, he wouldn't let Grandpa watch the astro. This little kid would keep an eye on the tv from far. Knowing Shaun wouldn't let him switch the tv to astro, Grandpa still continued teasing Shaun by pretending to switch off his PS2. Shaun pointed his finger at poor Grandpa shouting "Cannot touch!!"

After 15 minutes of driving the car knocking into every obstacles in the game, Shaun finally gave up and gave in to Ah kong. He plugged off all the PS2 wires and plugged in the Astro decoder wires himself for Ah Kong.

Haha...

Kids these days!!

What sisters do during CNY

2009-01-30T02:04:00.003+08:00

Here's what we do when we travel from one place to another

during this festive season

Dats right!

Camwhoring to the max!! =P

hehe..

Welcoming the Moo Moo Year

2009-01-28T15:14:00.011+08:00

Eve of CNY

This year my family hosted our annual family reunion dinner

and coincidentally, my dad's bday falls on this same day...

So its double celebration!!

Preparation before the dinner

Look at the amount of food!!

Makan makan!!!

The hungry men Yang gelojoh makan tu aku
Grandma with her first Great-Granddaughter
Dad with mum's side of the family
(spot me)

Daddy & his Princesses
Camwhoring with the cupcakes specially made n imported from kl
Second birthday cake with Dad's side of the family

Day 1

Ang pow-giving from mummy n daddy dearest

Ps : If ur wondering how come no pics of me n my lil sis.... coming soon!! =P

Dear 2009,

2009-01-04T14:44:00.005+08:00

I've been tinking a lot bout you...
2008 has been good to me...
But I tink you'll be as good
or even better...hehe..
I made a point to Live Life with No Regrets with 2008
And I did!!! yays!!

Few days ago,

these 3 words 'Increase your capacity'

came to my mind...

I had a strong feeling dat this is wat God wans me

to work on with you

Then yesterday, Pastor Chew spoke on

Increasing Our Capacity as well...

The EXACT 3 words!!!

I was surprised but I knew it was an affirmation from God...

So I promise God & you,

i'm going to tryyyyy to Increase My Capacity for others

With dat,

I'm going to be more patient especially with ppl who annoys me

and in traffic jams...

I'm going to do wat i can to restore any injured relationships...

As for the current and future friendships i'm going to make,

I want to be a friend who is a blessing in many ways...

For my beloved family,

i'll continue to be a living testimony to God...

In my studies,

I'll do my best and enjoy my uni life to the fullest...

As a gf,

I want to be an encouragement always...

Yup yup!

Dats how i'm going to spend my time with you

Aren't you excited?? =P

Cos i am !!

Goodbye 2008

2008-12-31T01:14:00.004+08:00

I was planning to summarize 2008 in this post...

But i realize that there's just too much to fit in just one post

Everything flew by so quickly

dat i never really had the time to sit down and appreciate all of it...

Every event in 2008 felt like it all happened yesterday

within 24 hours...

Seriously WOW

I can still remember clearly where i celebrated last new year's eve..

What can I say?

I just wanna thank God for every single second in 2008

It is a real blessing how much I learnt

and how much i've grown as a person...

How He opened my eyes to see the bigger picture of life

and the friends He brought into my life...

How He revealed His purpose for me through different incidents..

I am truly amazed by His Work in me and my family...

Well,

to summarize 2008,

I would say dat I have indeed

Live Life with No Regrets

How bout urs?

P/S : I've been tinking a lot about my 2009 new year resolution. Will share more bout it with u guys once i've finalize them. God bless n A very Happy 2009!!!

A Christmas to Remember

2008-12-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

Few weeks before christmas,

Mum asked where would I be spending my christmas..

I was tinking,

if Santa were to grant me a wish,

I would ask for a Christmas with 'him'...

Guess what?

My wish did come true...

The Bf asked me over to Sabah and i said Yes!!

Hehe....

Island trip to Pulau Sapi

From left : John, Kimmay, Me, The Bf, Shereen,Tim,Chris

The Bf was TRYING to be romantic by bringing me to Tanjung Aru =P

Beautiful skies of Sabah

On Christmas Eve, I had my first Gingerbread house at John's
The house was so beautiful dat we din know where or how to start eating it

and we got our first Christmas gift from Tim & Shereen

so sweeet of them.. =)

The day before I left,

we were going to Mount K...

Of all times, the tyre had to puncture on de way there... =(

We had to call for help...

After the tyre was changed, it started to rain..

So our plan to Mount K had to be cancelled.. =((

While waiting,

we discussed on certain guidelines regarding us...

A bird's eye view of Sabah taken from the plane
This trip was certainly a memorable one for me...

Though i did not visit many places,

it was the time spent with him

and the opportunity to meet his mum

dat i cherish most

Ps : Sorry for being too cheesy at this time. Bear with me kays. Hehe...

Happy Birthday Dr.M !!!

2008-12-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

Today,

one of the very few people I admire and respect turns 83..

He is none other than our former Prime Minister,

Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad

He was Malaysia's longest serving Prime Minister, occupying that seat from 1981 to 2003.

A man of all embracing vision,

one can say without a doubt Malaysia's former premier always spoke his mind.

My hats off to you, Dr.M for your boldness

that has made Malaysia's name known in the face of the world...

Here are two articles taken from MSN Malaysia News:

Dr Mahathir Mohamad introduces a photo of a child victim of war on display while delivering his speech at the "Expose War Crimes, Criminalise War" International Conference and Exhibition in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, Feb. 5, 2007. Mahathir accused George W. Bush and Tony Blair of being more evil and worse murderers than Saddam Hussein and the Sept. 11 attackers. In some of his most blistering insults against the U.S. and British leaders, Mahathir said their war in Iraq had caused worse terror than al-Qaida's suicide bombers around the world. (AP Photo)

Dr Mahathir Mohamad tries to hold back his tears after his last speech at the general assembly of the ruling United Malays National Organization (UMNO) as Malaysia's prime minister, before his retirement. Kuala Lumpur, Thursday June 19, 2003. (AP Photo)

I remembered vividly that very day Dr.M announced his retirement 5 years ago.

I was browsing through the tv channels to see if there were any

interesting programs after one whole day of revision .

And then, I happen to land on the live telecast of UMNO's general assembly.

Dr.M was giving his speech at that time.

Normally, i wouldn't be bothered to listen to another boring speech

and would quickly switch to another channel...

Somehow I just did not on dat historic day..

I continued listening and then came that defining moment

where he announced his stepping down from being the PM...

I was SHOCKED.

and I literally broke down into tears right in front of the tv...

i'm serious.

Was that a joke or was it for real?

I asked myself.

I couldn't believe my eyes nor could I believe my ears.

Sadly, it was true.

5 years has gone by.

THANK YOU Dr.M

for making the difference to Malaysia, my beloved country.

You will always be remembered.

Family Malacca Trip

2008-12-11T00:31:00.005+08:00

It was surprisingly cloudy when we arrived at Malacca,

promising a perfect one-day trip for us...

It has been awhile since de last time my family went for trips..

Our first stop was de famous Chicken Rice Ball Restaurant...

We waited for at least half an hour b4 our turn arrives...

but it was all worth it..

Daddy loved de Chicken Rice very much!!!

Jonker Street

Shopping at Jonker Street

Camwhoring with Lil Sis

Daddy & The Bf

Family Picture b4 leaving to our next destination

Ahh not to forget, a picture of Mum & Dad with The Bf =)

Shortly after we left JOnker Street,
it started to rain...
So we headed to Mahkota Parade for shelter n a drink...
candid...

Now, dis is better...hehe...

Jonker Walk Night Market b4 we drove back to KL

What a wonderful trip!!

Forgiveness

2008-12-03T22:26:00.004+08:00

Today is exactly one year from the day i started blogging. However, I'm writting this day with a totally different spirit. Last year, i started off with unforgiveness in me. At this very moment, i dare to say that i'm a free person and have experienced the power of forgiveness tremendously in my life...Praise God!
And so i thought i shud share sth about forgiveness to commemorate dis day- How forgiveness actually changed my life in 2008!

Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. -Colossians 3:13-

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Adapted from Cleo december 2008
Most folk go through life living with the certainty that people who hurt us deserve to be punished, not forgiven. what's more, we feel that it is us who have to deliver this punishment; that it is our God-given duty to smite these cruel souls on behalf of all good people on the planet; that we have to make them pay.
Mostly, we simply choose to withhold our forgiveness under the mistaken belief that the bad guys actually care. We assume they need ourforgiveness to move on with their lives, when in fact, they don't.
The sad truth is this : we can live without the forgiveness of the people we have wronged; but without being able to forgive the people who wrong us, we die.

What Forgiveness is Not

Forgiveness is not forgetting

By forgiving the people who hurt us, we are not erasing painful past experiences from our memory. We cannot forget, nor should we. Those experiences, and even the pain they caused, have a great deal to teach us, both about not being victimised again and about not victimising others.

Forgiveness is not condoning

When we forgive, we lessen the past's impact on our present and future, but this does not alter the fact that the injuries and injustices we experienced were painful and unfair when the ordeal occurred originally. Forgiving the people who hurt us does not mean we are saying that what was done was in any way acceptable. In fact, true forgiveness cannot occur while we are in any way denying, minimising, justifying or condoning the actions that harmed us.

Forgiveness is not absolution

Forgiveness does not give us the right to get all self-righteous and to play God, temting though it may be. It does not let the people who have hurt us off the hook. We do not absolved them of all responsibility for their actions, and one day, they will have to make their own peace with their past.

Forgiveness is not self-sacrifice

Forgiveness is not martyrdom, tolerance or "being nice". There is no such thing as half hearted forgiveness. We either forgive or we don't.

Forgiveness is not a clear-cut decision

Forgiveness cannot be forced, and no matter how sincerely we want to let go of the past, we cannot schedule it to happen next week, next month or even next year. Forgiveness is what happens naturally as a result of confronting painful past experiences and healing old wounds.

Adapted from Forgiveness : How To Make Peace With Your Past and Get on With Your Life by Sidney and Suzanne Simon

"Forgiveness is all about working through the unfinished business, letting go of the pain and moving in for your sake. You forgive so that you can finally get rid of the excess emotional baggage that has been weighing you down and holding you back; so you can be free to do and be whatever you decide"

Learning to forgive will save you a whole lot of money, time and unhappiness, because you don't forgive the other person for his sake; you forgive for yourself.

Mini_Me for God

2008-11-30T03:07:00.008+08:00

Guess what?

GlowUnited won!!

Yes u heard me right, We WON!!!

1st!! Woohoo!!!

RM500 wey, dun play play...hehe...

And the money goes to CHARITY. Right, Melissa?? *griinn*
Hehe...nahhh the money goes to our cell's Christmas Party
So do come join us if u can dis coming Friday, Dec 5th

Without my beloved cell members
and God who is the Reason behind dis performance,
we could not have gone dis far.....
The guys macam tak pernah tengok duit....

THE MAKING OF MINI_ME

As for me,

what i cherished most from this talent time

was de time we spent together during our practices...
those times we choreographed steps together...

those times we made silly moves...

those times when de gals had to teach the boys how to dance...

N then laughed at them....

LOL

Even if we din win,

you guys still ROCKZ!!

In the beginning....

2008-11-29T22:30:00.001+08:00

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud.

5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails
1 CORINTHIANS 13:4-8

Always gonna show up...

2008-11-23T01:51:00.004+08:00

McDreamy : I was a jerk. Sometimes bf can be a jerk. Doesn't mean you can stop talking. You get that i'm saying sorry right?
Meredith : You yelled at me for no reason and then you walked away. Now you show up here.
McDreamy : Ok this is how it works. We fight sometimes and somebody apologizes.
Meredith : How am I supposed to know that?
Mcdreamy : You have never done this before?
Meredith : No I haven't done this before.
McDreamy : Hhmmm...From now on, you can expect me to show up. Even if I yell, even if you yell. I'm always gonna show up ok?
Meredith : Ok. =)

-Grey's Anatomy Season 3 Episode 13-

God 'punishes' His Children?

2008-11-12T00:29:00.009+08:00

When we face difficulties in life, we constantly ask ourselves some of these questions:

Why do we have to suffer through exams?

Why do my parents have to argue all the time?

Why did my boyfriend leave me for someone else?

Why does money has to be the root of all my problems?

Why do I need to face that irritating Girl every morning?

Why must it be Peter who has to die in dat accident??

"God, why are You allowing me to go through this misery??

Life is so unfair!!!"

We start pointing fingers at others and then God...

"If God loves us, He wouldn't let me through all this..."

Have you ever wonder that God put obstacles in our life

simply because

HE LOVES US??

But how can He allow us to be hurt if He really loves us?

Yes He is the Perfect One...

At the same time, He is also Our Father....

As much as a earthly father loves his children,

he would 'punish' his children...

so that they can learn their lesson...

Dun u tink our father/mother is hurting inside as well when they had to teach us thru the hard way?

I remember seeing tears in my mum's eyes when she used to cane me...

It hurts our parents more than we're hurt physically...

But because they LOVE us so much,

they want us to be a better person....

Just like God

as much as He loves us

He wans us to make us stronger...

Therefore He allow difficult situations(which we perceive as 'punishment')

in our life so dat we can learn better...

Bear in mind dat in every situation of our life,

there is a Greater Purpose behind...

there are always lessons to be learnt...

It depends on how much we allow God to work in us...

After all, He is Our Father....

Everybody's Got Talent

2008-11-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

To Gain is Pain?

2008-10-28T19:01:00.006+08:00

"We build walls around our hearts to protect us from anyone on the outside getting in to hurt us. But that same wall which keeps people out, keeps us stuck inside."

-A fren, Pelupa Kawan-

Many times we try not to reveal so much of ourselves

cos we may tink dat de more ppl know bout us,

de higher risk there is for us to get hurt..

we're simply afraid...

But wat we sometimes do not realize is,

de thicker the wall we build around ourselves,

we're actually keeping ppl who really care away...

And so we learn to open up ourselves more..

When we finally do dat,

there comes another saying that goes like dis...

"The closer you come to somebody, the greater potential there is for pain."

-Cicak Man-

So tell me,

how shud we guard our hearts so dat we will not be hurt?

And at the same time, open our hearts to receive some love?

Hmmmmm......

Where do we draw the line?

Heart of Marshmallow

2008-10-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

A Star Overnight

2008-10-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

U know one of my naughty lil dreams

is to appear in a magazine

at least once in my lifetime??

hehe....

But i know this dream can never come true,

its pretty obvious rite?

I dun have Angelina jolie lips

nor do i have jessica alba's body....

However with today's technology,

even impossible dream like dis can actually come true...

Now u can see me at famous boutiques

In the mall
While u are drivingAnd even on the TV co-starring the late P.Ramlee!!!

oh, and the COOLEST thing is even Paris Hilton loves me

HEhehHEHEHehhehehe
I know it's lame...
=p
Autograph anyone??

Love is a CHOICE

2008-10-07T20:01:00.004+08:00

SOmeone once told me dat

Love is a CHOICE

NOT so much of a FEELING....

Honestly,

this is something very new to me...

I always tot dat Loving someone is about how we feel bout dat person

I mean how can we actually choose to like someone...

It cant be like " Hey there, i choose to like you from now onwards"

There has to be some sort of a feeling/ attraction to want to like someone...

But then, i've actually learnt dat if its merely bout wat we feel

then do we stop loving someone when he/she annoys us with his/her bad habits?

Do we stop loving someone when he/she makes us angry?

Do we stop loving him/her when they're nt there when we need them most?

Do we stop loving them when they dun call?

Do we stop loving......?

If Love is all about Feelings,

how do u tink Jesus felt when He was betrayed, condemned, denied and tortured?

Still He CHOSE to die on the cross for us sinners

This is all because He CHOSE to love us...

If it was bout how He felt,

He wud have called upon the Father to save Him from man..

But He did not...

because He CHOSE to love us...

Well, i tink its de feelings that starts de whole thing

But..

I believe that in a long run

it IS a CHOICE to continue loving someone...

It is a commitment we choose to make

It cant be just the feelings...

If that is the case, we just have to endure the pain dat comes along with it...

Rite?

Till death do us part?

LOL

Pangkor Island

2008-09-25T14:49:00.017+08:00

Hey again,

I know it has been a very loooong time since i last updated my blog...

I was having tests....n therefore din hav de time....

anyways, before September comes to an end,

lemme update u guys bout one of the HIGHLIGHTs dis month in my life

Bout 3 weeks ago,

I actually visited Pangkor Island again since i-cant-remember number of years..

This trip unlike the other trips i went for..

ain't bout food but just to chill n have fun...

Undoubtedly, I had a whole load of fun!! =]

Day 1

On our way to Setiawan

2 cars stopped by de side of the road to take some pics

( SS i know...hehe)
At Setiawan for lunch b4 heading to Pangkor,
Cia Gong Pia (Its a local pastry)
Yum yum

Cycling - Our first activity in Pangkor

And so we set off to round de island!! woo-hoo..

Beautiful Pangkor
Rounding the whole island was de original plan

De guys braved thru de rain, cycled/walked uphill downhill n successfully completed de island

As for de gals(hehe), some did half n some did quarter... =p

The beachboys
Calling for rescue

After some fun time at the beach,
we proceeded to the hotel pool for 2nd round of splashing n drowning ppl...
Then Seafood at a reasonable cheap price for dinner...
Last but not least games at the apartment b4 we called it a day..
=]

Day 2

We went snorkelling in de morning at the Coral Beach...
Din bring the camera..so no pics for memory =[
After dat, we washed up n journeyed back to the mainland for lunch at Setiawan

Not to be missed, some Phototaking Session b4 we left de island =]
Goodbye Pangkor

The Waiting Room

2008-09-11T13:09:00.006+08:00

At every point of our life,

we are constantly waiting for something

be it career, education, an event or even someone...

I was asked what are some of the things i've been waiting for

n how long have i been waiting for it...

My answer was

The salvation of my family - 8 years

Graduation - 2 years

Life partner - 22 years??LOL

And the little things such as sleeping time - 24/7

etc...haha

So what does waiting actually mean to u?

I looked up the dictionary and here are some definitions i found

-To remain or stay in expectation of-

I am a very impatient person...
I always expect things to happen fast according to my expectations...
I just dun like waiting whether izit for de arrival of some ppl
(which explains y i'm always late..hehe...=p)
or especially when i get stuck in a massive jam...
argghhhh...it makes me vomit blood getting stuck in a traffic jam...

But for the bigger things in life,
i'm proud to say dat i've been quite successful in waiting...
Generally, i tink nobody likes to wait...
Waiting isn't an easy process even for me
especially when we really hope for sth to happen...
We pray daily n for a long time...
Yet we dun see any obvious signs or results from God...
Then there are times where we begin to feel that its impossible
and decide to quit waiting...
enter the panic room n desperation sets in...
We start making our own decisions n do things our way...
We dun mind settling for the second best...
simply bcos we do not wanna wait any longer...

It is normal for us to feel this way n expect things to happen our way i guess...

Dun dwell in in it ofcoz.... EMO!!!

-To remain or be in readiness-

However, we can never expect things to happen the way we all want it...

What we hope for may not be wat God wants for us...

There is a purpose for the wait...

Y wud God want us to go thru the waiting process rather than fulfilling His promises right away?

Y wud He want to waste His n our precious time rite?

Waiting cant be just about the wait

God builds us through the wait

so dat we wud be able to fully enjoy the fruits of His promises when its fulfilled someday..

God never say dat it'll be easy in the waiting room...

It takes us Faith for God to fulfill His promises

So if there's no way we can shortcircuit the wait,

y not we cherish dis period n equip ourselve to be ready for God's marvellous plan?

Pray that we'll be able to accept God's plan for us with pure joy watever it may be...

For all glory goes to Him...

-To remain temporarily neglected, unattended to, or postponed-

If this definition is wat waiting means to u,

then lemme share a bible verse with u

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

and lean not on your on understanding;

in all your ways acknowledge him,

and he will make your paths straight.

Proverbs 3:5,6

As for me, I'm going to wait patiently upon the Lord...

And be ready for His Great Plans for me..

Hehe... =p

95% Emotions 5% Spirituality

2008-08-16T13:57:00.012+08:00

Someone recently told me dat when we fall in love,

no matter how 'holy' we are,

it's 95% emotions

while only 5% of spirituality (God) is involved.....

seriously, i've always reminded myself not to let emotions take over me...

But still each time, i fall again n again in dat 95%

then i start to get emo when things don't go the way i expect....

Trust me emotions can blind us from the Truth...

i've been half-blind....

Until Ps Lindy drew us dis illustration during cell last nite

Imagine a pyramid

U and ur potential partner on each side of the pyramid

while God is at the peak

She shared that we shud be looking towards God and not to each other

And as we move closer to Him, he'll bring both of u closer to each other...

Dis illustration really struck me....

I realized I've been relying on my own strength so much...

Dat I almost forgot dat God shud be the focus of all our relationships...

Surrender to Him and allow His will to be done....

After all, He is Our Father.....

He only wans the BEST for us....

especially when

Relationship is the second most Important Decision after our Salvation

Who we're going to marry is going to affect de rest of our life...

Serious matter ey...haha

Dun play play....

Therefore, even now

we shud pray so dat God will prepare us spiritually

and mentally to keep the main thing the Main thing

and never be swept away by emotions

when we fall in love someday...

Fruitcake

2008-08-05T23:05:00.013+08:00

Passion was AWESOME!!!!

4000 ppl from all over the nation gathered at One place

to worship the One God we all adore....

Isn't it Amazing??!!

I was drowned in His overflowing Presence...

I worshipped like never before....

I was completely amazed by Him

All praise & Glory to God!!!!

oh, did u know my lil SIS was there too??!!

Look at the size of the crowd
Louie Giglio, the conference speaker
Charlie Hall, worship leader

Chris Tomlin was there too to lead worship
All fired up for Jesus Our King

I may be one tiny dot on the face of the earth but
i'm gonna make myself COUNT for this GENERATION
and for MALAYSIA
dats there i'm running towards to

- To be a fruitcake for God's kingdom-
Yes Lord!!

What are YOU going to do for this generation??

The Bridge to God's Love for YOU

2008-07-28T18:35:00.005+08:00

In conjunction with the upcoming Passion World Tour
dis Aug 3rd,
I would like to present to you this short video entitled
The Bridge
Another touching video which tells of the
story of a father who chose to save the life of many over his own son....
Sounds familiar???
Yes its Our Father In Heaven who gave up His One & Only Son Jesus for each of our lives...
I pray that for those who'll be going for the Passion Conference this coming Sunday
dat they'll go with open hearts, ready to receive and be changed by Our Loving Father...
I pray that each of them will go back with a renewed heart....
dat they'll come to know the God we love and worship...

Watch this video & be touched by the Love of God

Do drop some comments if it touches u in any way.... =p

God bless!

GLOWing in Malacca

2008-07-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

After the Penang Food Trip,

i WAS very determined to slim down on my flabby arms and elephant thighs....

was going to cut down on late nite supper and fatty food..

It DID NOT WORK!!!!

Not only i went out even more frequently for late nite yamchas,

last Sunday, my cell decided to go on a food marathon to Malacca...

U tell me, how could i resist laaa!!!!

On the very second we arrived,

the marathon started...

we started off with chicken rice ball,

then chendol at jonker walk,

satay babi,

to seafood at portugese village,

then back again to jonker walk for the night market...

From 2pm right up to 10pm,

non-stop eating mannnn!!!

But but....

I did enjoy myself dat day....

(n felt guilty de next day*sobs* haha...)

told u I was happy =p

It was so SOoOo hot dat shealin n i decided to get ourselves hats...

to save us from skin cancer...

The lady in de middle is our cool Ps Lindy

Happy faces =)

Ahhh....thick gula melaka on finely crushed ice...*slluurrrppp*

(pls ignore de man behind de chendol)

sataybabi

Seafood at the Portugese vllage

breathtaking sunset

De scenery was simply beautiful dat we just had to

get another shot of it

(excuses for camwhoring)

even Lindy camwhored with us...told ya she's a one cool pastor

and the gals got philip to be their photographer

we gals had so much fun posing for de camera

eventually the guys also succumbed to camwhoring

Jonker Walk b4 we called it a day

40days for People I Care

2008-07-10T18:50:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, we had a Glowing Hearts dinner

Its a dinner together by Glow + Hearts United cell...

Being new in the cell, ofcoz i was rather laid back n quiet...

We had some ice breakers, worship session and then Makan time!!

I had a great time of fellowship with the rest =]

got to know more ppl....

After dat, there was a short time of sharing bout wat is our Passion...

Honestly, I found it difficult to answer....

I just couldn't tink of sth i wud suffer for...

Some say music, some say ministry....

The only thing dat came across my mind was my family members...

Rite now, they're the only 'thing' i wud suffer for...

During sharing, i received an sms from my lil sis...

saying dat she had been stranded in Mid Valley for quite awhile with no taxis...

asked me if I could go get her now dat i've a car....

I wanted to but i just dunno de way to her place....

And so i asked her to wait a lil longer n see if there's taxi...

I even suggested other alternatives like taking the KTM to another station...

I was seriously worried but at the same time, felt helpless....

It was 10sth....

At 11.30pm, still she couldn't find a taxi...

and so i tot i REALLY had to go dis time by hook or by crook.....

Called a fren for help and i was ready to leave...

Just then, she called back to say dat she finally found a taxi...

Imagine i was so worried dat i was getting teary dee....

And SO i've decided to do the 40day Fast,

i'm taking this time to pray for my loved ones, my frens, my coursemates and even for Malaysia

As i've mentioned in my previous post,

I am still looking for directions for this coming months

I guess I could prolly take this 40days simply to listen + receive from God...

For all of u who'll be reading this and meeting me often,

I'm gonna fast ALL DRINKS except H2O...

and unless Milo is going to be my lunch....

So yeah....

Dun try to tempt me with juices or any sorta drinks...

I'm doing this for all of u guys kayyyy....

So help me.... =p

A Big BANG!!!

2008-07-05T15:00:00.005+08:00

Oh my GOSH

Before I knew it, half the year has gone by so quickly

Wow....i'm speechless

What have i achieved for the past few months??

I know i had a blast...Did u?

I managed to forgive a 'fren' (whom i tot i'll never ever forgave)

and move on as a better person...

Truly enjoyed my life, my family, church and frens...

My walk with God has been good as well....

Studies was ok.....

i've been learning to look at the bigger picture of life a lot...

Dat studies is only a piece of the puzzle....

and there's so much more to life....

At this point of time,

i'm still searching for directions from God for the 2nd half of 2008

What does He wan me to do???

I wanna serve His purpose and live life with No Regrets...

Continue to impact lives....(hopefully i've been doing so for the past few months...hehe)

It has been a good start for me....

and I hope to end 2008 with a BIG BANG

I'm so looking forward to july,aug,sept,oct,nov + dec

Yeah!!

Rose among the Thorns

2008-06-27T01:03:00.013+08:00

Just few days ago, the guys decided to make a trip up to Penang

for a 'rightful' Cause

- TO NOURISH THEMSELVES WITH GOOD FOOD -

Dats right!!!

U must be wondering how i survived with all the fats and calories dat went down my tummy, absorbed through my intestinal wall, and get deposited beneath my skin....

huhuhuhuhu...I know!!!

Need to cut down on my diet after this trip since my will to exercise is nvr strong enuf to even move a single muscle...

Being the only gal,

this trip have definitely enlightened me more bout this crazy bunch of guys

and ofcoz The MAIN highlight of the trip is non other than

MAKAN!!!!

Bernard ate

Andrew ate

Kenny ate

I ate and Andrew looked like he wanna eat me too

We all ate

Yap ate

Yap ate AGAIN

and AGAIN!!

Everywhere

and EVERYTHING!!!

They came up with a new reality program called

Are You A Loser?

The first episode features Bernard as the host and Yap as the contestant
In dis episode, the challenge was to finish 10 glasses of ice water in 100sec

Could Mr. Yap complete the challenge??

haha....NO

Yap was officially crowned the first Loser in Are You A Loser?

Look out for more upcoming episodes
which may be aired in Youtube soon

Being the rose among the thorns in this trip,

the guys became boys all over again

see how happy they were

how they forgot that they've grown up so much

that Police and Robber ain't their game anymore and Playstation is a lil too old for them
But then again, let Boys be Boys

I certainly had a great time with them other than getting fat!!!

Looking forward to the next trip!!!

i'm a GLOWer

2008-06-22T17:23:00.003+08:00

After more than a year in SIBKL,

i'm finally attached to a cell!!!

Proud of me??

yeah i know i know...u guys have been asking me to join cell

i've been procastinating on which cell to go to....

but deep down inside, i know exactly why I kept delaying....

It was mere LAZINESS!!!!

with my hectic uni schedule, i'm afraid i wun be able to commit fully....

dats one of my biggest concerns...

But with God Nothing Is Impossible...

so i'm gonna make it....

So, presenting my cell- GLOW UNITED

A great bunch of ppl.... gonna love them more....

A Gift NOT A Problem

2008-06-15T15:25:00.004+08:00

Someone recently told me that my blog is always bout BGR

very teenager-ish....

yeah i tink i have to agree on dat....

my blog is meant for me to record the things or thoughts dat is significant to me at any moment of my life...

and just so happen, BGR issues are de hot topic nowadays among my frens( n family)
So here it is again....another BGR post:

A says:sometime i don understand u
A says:seriously
A says:i don know why u cant get a bf?
JoL[i]N says:haha
JoL[i]N says:y?
A says:i bet a lot of guys like u
A says:because honestly speaking for mme
JoL[i]N says:but i hav to like them as well rite?
A says:u look really pretty and hot
JoL[i]N says:in pics oni la
A says:and ur attitude is special
JoL[i]N says:can photoshop ma
A says:aiiii
A says:i seen many girls, there is no one that have the same attributes like u do
JoL[i]N says:ermmm...does dat mean i'm weird 0r wat?
A says:no that means
A says:if i was back in malaysia
A says:i will try my best to date u
JoL[i]N says:whooaaa....dats a compliment.... =]
A says:seriously
A says:i think
A says:u got the special thing in u that i''m attracted
A says:i'm not bullshitting ok
JoL[i]N says:hehe ok....
JoL[i]N says:i dunno ler....i just dun seem to find de rite one yet
JoL[i]N says:i just dun fall in love easily
A says:no is because u are wise
A says:this is why, i always like girls that are smart and funny
A says:u are wise at putting reality over love
A says:u get what i mean/
A says:i not ur problem
A says:is not ur problem
A says:is ur gift

HAH!!! see...it's a gift!!! =p

But seriously to the gals out there, save all your love for that special someone...

it'll worth all your time....

high risk high return maaa....

Note : This is my personal conviction....not forcing it into anyone k..hehe

Do We Really Need Men?

2008-06-07T14:55:00.005+08:00

I've just watched one of my all-time favourites all over again

A Walk to Remember

This movie never fail to make my eyes go teary

and my heart go awwwww each time

If only there's such a guy who'll go the distance

just to make the love of his life smile

oh well, IF ONLY....

I can say that movies have pretty much influenced my expectations for my ideal guy

for my future relationship...

how romantic it wud be....

how i wud go all crazy over it....

hehe...ok dun laugh....

i blif every gal dream of fantasies and fairy tales...

Sad to say that in reality, all these things are not real....

they only happen in de movies...

So *knock knock* wake up gals!!!

sigh

Last nite, I attended a Girls Conference

the topic was Do We Really Need Men?

interesting topic...

most of the points discussed were more of reminders to me...

about our (the girls) expectations on the men...

how these expectations actually changed the guys into what they are today

For example, we gals wan guys who knows how to dress properly, who has flawless skin, stylish hair etc

As a result???

Guys of today are more metrosexual, vain, go for facials(hey, up to now i've nvr been to one), inspect themselves each time they come across a reflective wall etc....

Izit really true??? or izit just they themselves evolving to a sheman?

hmmmm...sth to tink about, gals

Girls nowadays hav a list of wat they wan in a guy...

eg tall,dark,handsome,macho,romantic and the list go on n on

As we are aware, we cant hav all dat we dream of in a guy..

its simply impossible...

therefore we need to sometimes cut down our list and narrow it down to the core values that we cant compromise...

As for me,

he must be godly, loves his family,reliable, responsible, loves and protects me, makes me laugh,

brings out the potential in me, makes me feel needed,faithful, AND....

ok this list is getting longer...

i tink i shud start reviewing my own list...haha

Yesterday spoke of our role in building our man into the best he can be

Man and Woman are made to complement each other

In other words, to supply mutual needs, offsetting mutual lacks n to make each other whole/complete

Gals tend to demand a lot from the men

But we need to remind ourselves that we need to be our best so that he can be his best too....

complementary is the word

Having said all this, dis does not mean guys can sit back n relax....

Guys out there, do your part as well n dun be so kayu!!!!

Before i end,

lemme ask again Do We Really Need Men?

Yes we can definitely survive on our own...

But God created both man and woman...

surely its not by accident but for a purpose...

Physically i dun tink i need men...

i can change the light bulbs on my own...

i can reach high places on my own..(there's sth called ladder)

i can kill cockroaches myself...(errrr, mayb not...hehe...)

But i tink men n women need each other to satisfy emotional needs...

What do u tink??

A Father's Love

2008-05-31T02:53:00.003+08:00

Saw this video during Couz meeting

Was so touched and inspired by the father and son

Rick & Dick Hoyts

i almost cried....

but had to tahan la...or my eyeliner n mascara will go streaming down my cheeks...

This video reminds me of our Father In Heaven

who loves us unconditionally

no matter who we are

where we come from

what we go thru in life

whether we're crippled with problems dat we choose to go our own ways

or the many times we're so preoccupied with our work dat we even forgot bout Him

In spite of all this,

He stays still and continue to support us from behind

just in case when we fall

He's always there to catch us

Awesome God!!!

Penang-Sabah-KL

2008-05-27T22:20:00.006+08:00

Here we meet again in KL

Alvin, Calvin, Vector & David

We got to know dis crazy bunch of guys

2 years ago thru a youth leadership course in Penang

which ended with a mission trip to Sabah(their hometown)

We, the penang gals, used to be their 'drivers' when they were in penang

and they wud sing their hearts out

and they're real good posers....

hehehe.....

Last nite, we met up at Murni's

and yeah, we had a great time of laughter

just like 2 years ago

still de same old Alvin, Vector, Calvin and David.....

some things just don't change...

hmmm sweet memories...

Sabahans seem to have same style-their hairstyle,fashion sense, style of talking

dats vector & calvin who came up with the '3G' concept(ask gwen for more info or her BFF)

Alvin, Vector's gay partner

Mr. Loo, glad to see him again after so long

King Yi, the same old Blur King becoming more buff these days

David, his hair grew so much since the last time i saw him

Yen ting, welcome back to M'sia

Roy, their cute hsemate

Becoming Jane

2008-05-25T02:42:00.006+08:00

After church, as usual we wud hang out

dis time instead of going to the cinema

we decided to buy a dvd and watch it at shealin's place

Becoming Jane was the movie...

it was very much de autobiography of de famous author Jane Austen

this movie spoke of how Jane fell in love to Tom

Just like in any typical romantic dramas, they went thru obstacles such as family objection, misunderstandings, arranged marriage etc

There was a time when Tom wanted to give up on their relationship

due to his uncle's disapproval as he was dependent on his uncle to fund his education

furthermore, Jane's family wanted to marry her to a rich man to help Jane's father who's financially in need

So the heart-broken Jane said goodbye and left for her hometown, Hampshire

You must be tinking wat a SISSY Tom is....cant even protect the woman he love..

Ofcoz,as expected, he couldn't forget her and went to look for her at Hampshire

what do u tink happen next??

Yup!! they decided to run away..hehe...i know...

And they lived happily ever after....

WRONG!!

She knew that its not possible for them to be happy
with all de guilt, regret and blame dat they hav to carry all their lives

she knew this burden will cause their love to degrade sooner or later

Ironically, she left Tom

and live the rest of her life on pen...

Now you must be tinking wat a silly gal she is to give up on them

after wat he had sacrificed for her....

oh well, I tink she's a very brave lady to make such a decision

btw, she was not married until her last breath...

Tom ,on the other hand, got married and named his first daughter Jane

Now who's the faithful one?? tell me.....

Moral of the story:
It is OK to be single like Jane n still survive...

(touch wood)

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Mum and Dad came down to KL today...

As some of you wud know, i've been working in HUKM for a week dee

So we had this funny lil conversation

Mum : How was work? Any potential guys?

me : wat??!! is dat wat u guys wanna know??

(knowing where mum is getting at, i decided to play along)

me : well, there is one houseman....tall and not bad looking la..

Mum : oh good to hear dat...*smiles widely* Any chance that u'll consider him?

me: sorry, i'm nt interested... so dun tink nonsense k...

Mum : you must not be so picky and complain so much...learn to open up urself to guys out there...n bla bla bla.

and so on....

See what i mean???

they're even more worried than me...

to the extend that whichever guy dat come across my life,

i'll have to consider them...

haihzzz....

First Day at HUKM

2008-05-20T22:06:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling soooooo tired...

my feet hurts so much...

My first posting is at the Out-Patient Department

I din expect much from my first day at work...

i tot that the only thing i'll do for de day wud be just observation...

I was so so wrong...

After a short briefing, they threw me a prescription slip right away

and i had to get to work...

felt so blur, i kept asking around for directions...

Managed to settle de first prescription slip and pass to the dispenser...

phewwww.....

i then continued with the next slip...

while i was struggling with dat slip, de dispenser called my name

oh no, i knew sth was wrong....

I labelled one of the drug wrongly....

ahhhhh....i almost poisoned one patient....

well, at least he din scold me....first day only ma....

For a list of 10 drugs, I spent at least double or triple the time taken by my colleagues to fill

Now u know why sometimes ppl hav to wait for so long at the pharmacy...

its bcos of ppl like me!!!

and a few times, de dispenser had to come rushing me...

malunya.....

What a day!!!

Samantha & Ryan

2008-05-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

Melanie(my cousin) and Seah Hing came up to Penang last weekend

from singapore

after 10 long years!!!

10 years ago they were still in courtship

Now , 10 years later, they're already married

with two lovely kids

Meet my niece, Samantha

And my nephew, Ryan
So adorable!!!!

A Trip to the Cinema

2008-05-14T18:21:00.002+08:00

On Monday, Mum and I brought both grandpa n grandma to the cinema

It has been at least more than 30 years since the last time they visited the cinema

we watched Run Papa Run

since it was the only chinese movie dat was showing....

It was indeed a very sweet memory for me...

for being able to do sth meaningful for them when i'm back...

I hope it was a memorable experience for them as well...

After movie, we had makan time.... =]

The GREATEST mum in the World

2008-05-10T17:09:00.003+08:00

I have the coolest mum in the world....

and I love her to the infinity....

She's simply different from any typical 'mum'...
she doesn't nag at me...
she gives me the freedom to do my own thing...
she's always on our side againts daddy..muahahaha...girls rule!!
she seldom cooks..but when she does, it tastes yummier than anything else...
she pampers me so much everytime i get back to penang...
it makes me feel guilty at times but hey, i feel so loved like a lil child once again...
she camwhores with me...How cool is dat!!!
she wears my clothes and i wear hers too!!
she pillow talks with me from fashion to guys...
she cuts fruits and bring them rite to me...
she shops with me till my daddy drops...lol
she is there for me every time i needed her
she cries with me when i cry...

Mummy,
U are certainly the BEST in the world...
I will not be who i am today if it was not for u...
Thank you so much...
I dunno how am i ever gonna repay u
Just wanna let u know dat I love you to the max!!!
(if she ever knows how to use a comp one day)

and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

10 things dat made me smile on my birthday

2008-05-08T01:29:00.011+08:00

1. Mum and lil sis delivered a custom-made cake which was supposed to look like a pig and a bouquet of flowers to me.....wat a sweet surprise!!!

love them to bits..... =]

2. Countdown my bday with a group of frens
3. Roomie woke me up from my beauty sleep so dat my hsemates and coursemates can celebrate my bday with me..... =]

4. Went ice-skating with my 2 buddies
and made a fool out of myself....
when i was bout to fall, dats when merl said " dun hug me"
hmmmpphhhh.....

5. Food!!!

Yummy sushi

6. Genting trip with Gwen, shealin and merl

7. Rock-climbing for the first time

reached the highest peak among de gals..bangganya...hehe
but almost cried when i couldn't go any higher n had to jump down...lol

8. De 'nice' and 'funny' things written on my bday cards

Aaron sent me a bday card meant for mums (simply bcoz it was de nicest one around)all de way from aussie...
he cancelled the Mum and replaced it with Jo
i must hav reminded him a lot of his mum...hmmmm

Dis is from my lil sis....

Now u know i'm FAT....explains y she sent me a pig cake too...

FAT!!!!

9. Food!!!

did i mention dat already?

10. Not to forget, the frens who remembered my bday...million thx for de sms-es, calls and birthday song...may it be from aus, uk or malaysia...

Thanks again!!

22

2008-05-06T07:44:00.004+08:00

just a few days ago i officially turned 22

yes 22!!!

TWENTY TWO

DUA PULUH DUA

DOUBLE TWO

TWO-TWO!!!!

one year ago, i was so excited dat i was finally entering the so-called world of adulthood

though still trapped in a young girl's body la

i was excited to see wat was in store for me as a 21 year old lady

so much to explore

so much to learn

yes there were so many ups and downs....

some of which were so sweet....

and still remain so...

some turned ugly...

and i wish i can erase all of those from my cerebrum

BUT then again, everything happens for a reason

and i'm so glad dat i am who i am today...

Now dat i'm already 22,

i'm beginning to feel a lil scared...

asking myself lots of questions bout life

like wat am i going to do now??

will my prince charming ever come?? lol

haha

Now back to serious mode,

i tink this is de start where for most things i shud already be able to decide on my own

not depending on my parents as much anymore

like de kind of life dat i wanna live

de purpose of my life

it's funny dat i'm now tinking bout all dis questions rite??

i guess when ppl starts to get old, they start to tink bout all dis...

hehe

for this coming year, i wanna live my life with purpose...

i wanna make a difference in ppl's life

i wan ppl to look at me and say " u make me smile"

i wan ppl to say " oh she's such an encouragement"

i see dat a lot in the ppl around me....

n i feel so blessed!

But how am i going to be a blessing to others?

God, please Use me and Teach me how....

still breathing...

2008-04-25T12:27:00.003+08:00

just finished one entire week of NIGHTMARE!!!

one more week to go and i'll be free....

looking back at de past one week...

i'm sooo glad dat i'm still breathing at this point of this time...

2 papers on Mon was enough to kill me....

wait, dat wasn't the worst yet...

de CLIMAX of my nightmare was

THREE papers on THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYS on wed, thurs and fri

and all the THREE papers were killer papers...

all which requires lots of memorizing and more memorizing and more....

slept less than 3 hours the 1st nite

bout 4 hours the 2nd nite

and 2 hours the 3rd nite.....

I seriously tot i was about to collapse by the 3rd day....

but guess wat??!!!

i'm STILL ALIVE & KICKING!!!

hehe....*DUHHHH*

I'm simply overjoyed dat one week is over for my finals

Thank God for giving me the strength!!

One more week, 3 more papers...

and i'll be free like a bird once again!!

i'm so looking forward to May 2...

P/S : If you happen to see a zombie walking around at midnite May 2, dun be frightened....it's

just me....

EXAMS=STRESS

2008-04-12T02:10:00.003+08:00

ahhh...one more week to go

and i'm in tremendous stress

have to study almost 24 hours..,

de only time i can break free from studying is when i sleep, eat and bathe...

dats it!!!!

and even with dat amount of time i spend to study,

yet it's impossible for me to finish wat i've to finish for my exams...

STRESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

somebody help me plssss...

anyone???

u dun hav to help me study...

all u need is to help me reduce the amount of stress....

plsssssssss............

i cant take it anymore!!!!

Am I Too Picky When It Comes To Men??

2008-04-05T14:39:00.004+08:00

In conjunction with the recent commotion on my chatbox,

I decided to take this test

NAHHH...ofcoz not...

i just happened to come across this website and find it pretty interesting...

so here are the results:

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.

But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right

You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.

You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

so yes, I AM PICKY

maybe dats de reason y i'm still single??

hehe

i shall wait patiently for my Prince Charming...

Cousin's Big Day

2008-04-05T00:28:00.006+08:00

when we speak of weddings.

there is no doubt that LOVE is in the air

Last weekend i travelled all the way back to Penang just to attend my cousin's wedding

hey marriage is only ONCE in a lifetime

And i had so much fun with my family and relatives

Here are some snapshots of the wedding:

our lil shaun

my dearest family
cousins
my grandpa n grandma
daddy's lil princesses
my beloved mum n dad
camwhoring..haha
where's de groom?

buat kaypo!!
so sweeeeetttt
dats my uncle...no he doesn't hav boobies
mum with her siblings
brotherly love
one big happy family

NintendoWii

2008-03-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

HILARIOUS!!!!!

i just got to share this with u guys

i cant help it but laughed till i literally rolled on de floor when i watch dis video from Merlv's blog

hehehehehe....

Ps :- dat was belinda n i doing boxing on nintendoWii.

Forgive, my dear child

2008-03-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Thank You Jesus

who was betrayed and humiliated for you n I

who was whipped 40 times for you n I

who shed copious blood and suffered tremendous pain for you n I

who carried the heavy cross down Via Dolorosa for you n I

who was nailed onto the cross without mercy for you n I

who carried all the sins of the world upon himself for you n I

who loves unconditionally the sinner in you n I

~~~~~~~~~~

Thank You for the cross, Lord

Thank You for the price You paid

Bearing all my sins and shame

In love you came

And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love, Lord

Thank You for the nail pierced hands

Wash me in your cleansing flow

Now all i know

Your forgiveness and embrace

~~~~~~~~~~

Oh Lord, i'm sorry for the things i've done

i'm sorry for putting you aside for so long

i'm sorry i'm sorry

i'm sorry for being unforgiving although You forgives me each time I repent before You

Lord, this easter, I will let go of every hurt and burden in my heart

From today I will Forgive that jerk who crushed my heart into thousand pieces

Thank You Lord for making me a stronger and better person each day

Thank You

bruised sob

2008-03-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

DAY 1

DAY 2
DAY 3
No its not a tattoo

and No, no one abused me

Haihzz
dun ask me how i got it..
super memalukan...
as usual i keep embarassing myself in public...

AGAIN!!!

Best security in town

2008-03-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

University Tower has the best security in PJ

or even in KL...

*clap clap*

the guards asks for IC from every visitors...dats good for our safety

they even distribute free newspaper in the morning

and they gave us mandarin oranges which they couldn't finish during cny

very friendly security guards we have, dun we?

well dats not it...the best part is this:

they come knocking at ur door when ur shoes aren't arranged neatly(madness!!)
they come banging on ur door asking u not to make noise or leave when we have birthday celebrations
they call up when they see u hanging ur mop over the balcony...according to them, this will tarnish the image of UT..blablabla
they are seen standing outside the multipurpose hall whenever we hav functions there...just in case we eat around de pool or at the children's playground..
(what are we??7 year old kids??)
they chase us out of our own resident if we're caught gathering at the lobby....
they sleep like no one's business after midnite...

my beloved Penang taken over by DAP

2008-03-10T23:21:00.004+08:00

8.52pm

8 March 2008

Penang was confirmed taken over by DAP

according to Malaysia Kini

I just din know wat to say or feel when i found out

shud i be feeling glad now dat we hav a different government?

or shud i be afraid cos this is the first time we're having a new grovernment?

i've no idea...

i've a mixture of both feelings i guess...

yeah i agree dat it's time for a change in the government...

for good i hope...

and dat its time BN realize dat they're not the only one in power...

but having this new party taking over penang,

wats going to happen to penang??

will it be for the better or for worse??

i'm seriously afraid to tink further...

we'll just have to leave it to the hands of God

What is a GENTLEMAN??

2008-03-08T20:55:00.007+08:00

NO, a gentleman does not mean he is soft or acts like a girl...

according to the dictionary,

a gentleman is a civilized, educated, sensitive, or well-mannered man

Quite true i would say...

Allow me to elaborate more on this statement...

A true gentlemen to a girl is someone who

1. walks you to your car whether it's broad daylight or late.

2. never drive off as soon as u closes the car door. if a guy ever do dat, i guess you need to 'drive off' asap too.He shud watch as you walk into ur hse safely. If it is already late, he shud even walk you right to ur doorstep to make sure ur safely back into ur hse.

3. isn't too calculative when it comes to money

4. Never slam the door at a gal's face. open the door and let the gal go first. Common sense la!!!

5. in a crowded area, always let the girl walk in front of u so dat u can watch over her..you dun wanna walk n suddenly realize dat ur gal fren is lost somewhere rite??

6. in the cinema, when u see ur gal fren shivering. NO we're not expecting u to give us ur warm hug, ham sap!!! at least offer to get us a hot drink or ur jacket if u brought one...dun just ask"Are u cold?" (like DUH!!!it's pretty obvious rite?) and do nothing about it...

7. if u ask a gal out, never ask her to catch a cab n meet u at the mall...if u hav a car, u gotta go fetch her no matter how far or inconvenient it is....be a man!!

8. when crossing the road, lead the way...dun just walk n leave the gal behind...

9. never let you wait alone...a true gentlemen will wait with you until ur transport comes...

10. treats every gal the same not just the one (or ones) he's interested in...

nowadays, we hav to admit dat gentlemen are rare species...

it seems dat its reaching extinction...

To the guys out there,

PAY ATTENTION to these tips if u wanna win a gal's heart

sometimes...in fact most times...it is the little things dat wins a gal's heart

not big things like giving her gifts, wearing the most gaya clothes, having the funkiest hairstyle,

sweet talking etc.....

i believe most gals wud agree with me...

wat about u boys out there??

iamjolin

Macau

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Have you ever Loved?

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22

still breathing...

EXAMS=STRESS

Am I Too Picky When It Comes To Men??

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NintendoWii

Forgive, my dear child

bruised *sob*

Best security in town

bruised sob